The Walking Dead: Dead City S1E2 - Fandom Hybrid Podcast #248
Fandom Hybrid PodcastJuly 09, 202301:26:0992.61 MB

The Walking Dead: Dead City S1E2 - Fandom Hybrid Podcast #248

#TWDdeadcity #thewalkingdead #TWDuniverse Negan and Maggie have a not-so-great introduction to some of the city's inhabitants in hiding. Negan gives Maggie some background information about the Croat. In the wake of an attack by the Burazi, Negan resorts back to old ways to get a point across. Armstrong seeks out his brother's apartment while trying to figure out what to do next. Ginny is integrated into Hilltop's routine, but she doesn't seem comfortable. A flashback shows some tensions between Maggie and Hershel.


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What's up, Hybrids? Welcome back to another episode

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of the Phantom Hybrid Podcast. This is Haniko and I am here

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with Casey and Michelle, and we are discussing episode 2 of Dead

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City from The Walking Dead universe.

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How are we feeling about the show so far?

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It's picking up, I'll give it that, because I still have the

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same attitude I have about the last one with Maggie and her

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damn attitude. I'm like, girl I love.

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Yeah. Just just give them a little

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bit, a little bit. You don't want to accept this

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this much help. You almost fell off a roof

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because. You right that that part.

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Like, come on like. Did you have to keep?

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No, I don't need no help. I don't need no help, honey.

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You only you only $1.25 soaking wet.

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Right. And then you didn't get to push

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off like like Negan and like Elsa did.

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And then you know what I noticed in this episode?

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That I never noticed before, probably because it's never been

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a thing before. Mackey is afraid of heights.

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Like real heights, you know, because we've we've only ever

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seen her like maybe on top of a like the apartment building

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which which in you know hindsight wasn't really that

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high, you know. But then, New York, New.

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York, you are skyscrapers. She I mean, if we think about

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it. Maggie came from the country.

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She probably has never been on a building this tall before.

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And then you have to grab these two little handlebars and and

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zip line to another building. What if y'all have no upper body

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strength? That would be me.

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Let. Me hold on to it with my legs.

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I'm not doing it with my. Because your body shouldn't hurt

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me. Just pick me up off the floor.

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But. You know what if you if you take

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a look down and you see what's a waiting for you, I bet you that

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body strength will will just you know that adrenaline will give

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you. But I would get some help

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because my arms will be on fire. Be like, oh, oh, I can't make

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it. Yeah, I need you to pull me in.

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But see you distracted. You get that little music plan.

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You all got distracted. Honey, we don't got time for

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distractions to roll yourself to the next video.

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Because we saw it in the last episode when they were luring

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the walkers. You see it again in this

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episode. Who's playing the music and what

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are y'all playing the music for? Like, I'm really, I'm really

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curious. But yeah, that whole zip line

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thing. And then even when they were

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going up the stairs and Megan was looking at Maggie because

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when she first saw it, she looked down and she saw the

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walkers. And she looks sick.

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And I was like, Maggie, you've been in this for almost 20

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years. There's no way a Walker can

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still make you sick. So I was like, it must be the

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height. And then we're on the the

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matter. Yeah.

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He was like, don't look down unless you're going to toss your

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cookies. I think at that point he figured

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out that she didn't like heights too, you know?

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But yeah, I think for me as well.

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Maggie Yeah, I think at this point I I'm ready to say she

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needs to get over it. She needs to get over it.

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Like just the different things, the the way she was looking at

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him in the episode, the the conversations that they had

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about the Croat when the Croat first came to him and everything

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now. So we, we talk about this a lot

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with The Walking Dead universe. And I tell you about the

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reactions on Twitter, how people are always, you know, there are

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a lot of people who still hate me again, who still feel like he

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was a monster. He's always been a monster.

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He'll always be a monster, that sort of thing.

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Da da, da, da, da, da. So when they were having a

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conversation and he was talking about the Croat and when the

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Croat first came to him and you know, just the way that he was

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presenting this story. You know, Maggie says something

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to him about, oh, it takes a monster to make a monster.

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And he was like, no, no, Like, he was upset by the insinuation.

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And I was like, I really think that people really do either

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forget or ignore the fact that the Negan that we met was not

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the Negan. That was not how he started out.

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In the world, Granted, yes, we got the Here's Nikki episode

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later, so we get to retroactively see what type of

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person he was. But if you remember in the

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beginning, Nigan couldn't even kill a doggone Walker.

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His wife had to do it. And I feel like the way that

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he's describing the Crow act, he says right after the world went

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to Shih Tzu, meaning this was before he became savior Nigan.

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In my opinion, because if you think about it, what we know of

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the Saviors and what we know of the sanctuary, the Saviors were

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being led by someone else and Megan didn't like the way that

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they were running things, so he ended up taking over, I feel

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like. As far as that whole, it takes a

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monster to make a monster. It wasn't necessarily that Megan

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made the Croat into a monster. I feel like it might have been

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the other way around. Because if you listen carefully

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to his conversation when he's talking about right before they,

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you know, met up with the Kingdom, there was this woman

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that was in a car. Megan thought she was just a

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drifter. The Croat thought, no, she's a

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spy. And Negan says that after the

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Croat did whatever the Croat does, meaning torture, that's

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when she copped to being a spy. Now, he never said who she was a

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spy for, but he said, you know, the Croat was right, she was a

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spy. Kind of, sort of feel like that

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might have been the turning point for Negan and, you know,

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him being like, OK, stop looking for the best in people or stop

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assuming that people aren't. The bad guy, like, I really feel

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like that conversation was telling in that way.

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Like Nikki wasn't always the monster.

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He wasn't always what Maggie knew him to be.

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He even says it in this conversation.

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He said I was, you know, I was only, I was only mean or

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violent, whatever. When I needed to be, when I had

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to protect my people, they think about it.

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He had to do that. When he went back to the bar to

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find the people that kept him from getting to Lucille, and he

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found them, you know, they had attacked the Doctor, they were

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raping Laura, so that was probably the start of it.

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But I'm like she needs to stop, just automatically assuming.

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That based on what she knows. You know what she.

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Said that fundamentally is right and that fundamentally that is

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him. So what I even gather from the

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conversation is not in the coag. Create him is basically what he

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said. I did it when I needed to do it

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and it's a character, and it's a character that you have to do

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even when he was burning off husband's faces and stuff

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because again, we have rules and regulations and people have to

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see. The reason to follow the rules

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and regulations. Now it was extreme.

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Yeah, but that, I mean, if it's not extreme, then we will have a

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group within the group trying to take over.

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So you have to be right. So you have to be extreme into

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doing that and you need that character.

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So sometimes when he's at home, he's just chilling and not

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acting that way with one of his wives not even dealing with

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that, so. But she doesn't.

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She still doesn't get that. Like you.

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It's like you're we're in the world to everyone decided what

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they needed to be in order to survive.

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And then he needed to survive. He did that.

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It didn't work for his wife. He needed to be someone,

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something else. And then now that you have a

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group of people that you're taking care of, you have to do

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things that are not popular. Yeah, I just, I mean, it doesn't

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necessarily going to be right, but it's not.

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It's not popular, but that's what he needed to be and that's

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what she doesn't. She still don't get that right

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after they have done things that they needed to do to survive.

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Right, right, right. Exactly.

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But also too, like for some people, they have to go to that

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extreme. You have to become, like you

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said, a character. Think about it.

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Ezekiel took on the role of a of a like a Shakespearean king

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accent and all right because that was what his people needed.

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Right. And you see where he came from.

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So it's like, this is what I need to do to survive.

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And now I have a group of people I have to be their leader.

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Right. And I think, I think 2 the other

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bands that they were in probably informed those decisions.

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Ezekiel was part of a group. That were just trying to

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survive. They were, they had kids.

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They were trying to raise children.

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They were trying to find some semblance of normal Negan.

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Unfortunately, his journey started out violent.

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You know what I'm saying? I think if Megan had gotten back

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to Lucille and she had still been alive and she had, you

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know, he had been able to get her the treatment, Megan would

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have been a totally different person.

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You know, because because of the kindness of Laura and her

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father. They took him in.

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They were like, okay, we realize you must be desperate in order

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to come on us with a empty gun. What's your story?

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Oh, we can help you with that. You know, Come find us if you

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need us, That sort of thing. If that had been his last

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interaction before he went home and he didn't have any issues,

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he he would have been a totally different person, I think, even

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if he had gotten back to Lucille.

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And she had still killed herself and all that other stuff, but he

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didn't have the delay of the biker game.

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I still don't think he would have been this cruel person.

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He would have. He would either have died

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because he doesn't really know how to survive, or he just would

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have joined the group and just be within the group.

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I don't think he would have been the leader.

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Or the the. Person that he is now, but

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right, yeah. But as we see in this episode,

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you kind of sort of need that when you're dealing with

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assholes bigger than you, you have to have that facade or you

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have to, you have to be able to change course.

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You know, Megan in this episode, he was the one that was kind of

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trying to talk some sense into Maggie, like, yo, you didn't

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have to, you didn't have to lie to them.

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That's the reason why we're in this bank ass bathroom, because

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you lied to them instead of giving a little.

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Being like, oh, OK, so we realize we're in your territory,

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but let me tell you why we're in your territory.

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Because if those people, the tribes people, if they were part

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of the Croats group or if they were a group that was more

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violent, you know, heavy than me and Maggie probably wouldn't

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have made it through that door or they would have been treated

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a little bit worse than they were.

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And again, one of the things about me again, you know, we we

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talk about his, his bad traits, but one of the things about him,

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he's pretty good at reading. People, right?

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That's what I was about to say. He knows how to read.

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The room is clearly she doesn't. So you really, you really need

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that help because, right? And you see that?

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She's so stubborn. She's not going to.

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Take it No. Because he knew at this point

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that you just need to tell the truth, right?

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Just tell the truth. Right.

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Wait, the truth's going to get you way, Moe.

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Because come on now and no. One's going to believe that

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mess. And they did it.

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First of all. Got in the bathroom.

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How you going to say that you got washed ashore by a storm?

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You think they wouldn't know a storm was there?

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When she said that, I was. Like they collect the rainwater,

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so yeah, they know when the storm coming.

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You you can't you you couldn't come up with something better

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than that anyway. But yeah as far as going going

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back to the whole her judging him so when that little that

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little area the the hideout for the tribes people when they.

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Get raided by the Croats group and they have to leave.

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And of course, you know one of the guys he grabs Elful, who is

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the old lady that encountered Megan and Maggie in the dry

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cleaning building? He kills her.

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And at this point Maggie looks horrified.

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Megan is pissed, you know, because Megan you know.

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This little old lady helped us. She helped.

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He gave him some pigeon, you know, He was like, oh, OK, so

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this is what you about to do. OK, so I'm about to handle this.

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He tells Maggie to go with the rest of the group.

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He was like, I'll catch up. I got this.

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So he goes back into the building, and Maggie follows

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him. When he comes out the dark and

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they pan on his face, you see his entire demeanor has changed.

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I was like, oh, yes, they about to get the old Megan right here.

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What? And I have to say, as much as I

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didn't like old Megan, as far as what he did to our group, old

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Megan has always been entertaining.

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I mean, that was one of the things about his character.

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He's very charismatic. He's very charming when he wants

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to be, and he can be like the funniest asshole.

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So he takes this guy. He starts pushing his head

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through glass windows, telling the damn knock knock joke.

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And while he's doing this, Maggie is in the background kind

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of watching him. And it's interesting because she

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keeps looking at him with this look of horror.

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Like, she can't believe he's doing this.

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But I'm like, did you not see the guy just killed this old

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lady like that? To me, that's what you should

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have been horrified by, because what what could that old lady

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have done to you? But this is the reason why you

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want him to come along with you. Thank you.

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This is the reason. She she like him like that when

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it's beneficial to her. Right.

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Yes, but that's the problem because.

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All of it is going to be beneficial to her if she get her

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head out her ass and and and and accept the help that he's giving

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you or not. But even in his switch back to

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the old Negan, he's still helping you and you don't

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realize you. You may not want to see it

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because of what you went through, the trauma you got, but

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at the end of the day, that's what he's saving your ass.

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Right. And it's needed.

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Like y'all can't come in here soft.

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And then you can't all y'all shit and ran.

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You can't come in soft with the court.

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You can't do that when you try and get your son back because he

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gonna be like, Oh yeah, I got them.

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So Negan had to come in hard. So the message can be relayed,

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right? Like.

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Leave us the fuck alone, right? You know, even though they they

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they. Relaying that message, oh, they

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stuck Bob head through the window, you know, and and cut

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his guts open and sprayed it all over us.

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Man, let me tell you. Is it going to run back and

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report or everybody raining? We we tried to chase them.

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Now we got 1 old lady of crew, right?

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That's your message. Right.

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Hell no. No.

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These guts. Raining, raining, he.

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Said. Let me get these guts.

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That was gross. Disgusting.

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But the other thing too, is when you look at it.

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When you look at Megan's face and his reaction, like when he

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turns around and sees Maggie, he's kind of Jarred for a minute

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because, again, this is not the person he has.

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He has been trying to get away from this person as much as he

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needs to, you know. But like, at some point Negan

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has survived as long as he has because of, you know, who he is.

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Yeah. And sometimes that person comes

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in handy, like you said Maggie, you want to search him out.

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You know if if he was somebody that was like a that knew the

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Croat but was like a let's say like a Dale or even like a Glen,

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you know, where somebody who was a little bit more has a little

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bit more compassion. You know, somebody who's not

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going to be as. As cruel as as might be needed

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in this situation she wouldn't have sought him out if if he had

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that type of demeanor. So and and obviously if she's in

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the new Babylon area and she's seen these posters, these wanted

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posters for him, she's like oh OK, so that part of him is still

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there. I'm going to need that.

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Yeah, in her. In her mind.

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And that's the thing in her mind.

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She knew that she needed it, but she didn't expect to ever see

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it. It's been a while, though, to be

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honest with you. It's been a while.

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He hadn't had to be this since he was, you know, defeated.

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But he's been totally different. So now, how many years has that

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been? It's been a while.

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Let's say, let's say 10. I don't know 12.

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Yeah, I was, Yeah. In his past here too.

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No, because, yeah, because Herschel hadn't been born yet.

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So shit, we don't know what, How many years?

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Ago. No Herschel had been born at

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that point. When they was defeated, I

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thought she was still pregnant. Was she?

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Was he born OK? So still he's a toddler.

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Yeah, he's a toddler. Because remember, remember Grant

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was she was at the Hilltop and Gregory tried to kill her when

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she had, when she was pushing Herschel.

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That was before all of that. But yeah, so.

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So seeing that, that scared the shit out of her, that's

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basically what it did. Because she felt she went back

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into that moment when the whole situation with Glenn and that

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person, see, that's the person. But you know.

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But again, it's a character that needed to be played when she

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told you about the day before I need to do this.

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I had to do this to protect my people, and I'm doing this now

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because they ain't have to kill Rose.

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Oh sweet old lady. They didn't have to.

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They. Didn't have to kill.

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Her. They didn't.

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That would piss me off too, OK, but.

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You see what killing one of his people do, it brings?

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Bring them. Back and and she's not even like

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his person. His person like.

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Yeah, but see, he don't believe in doing that to old people and

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children because he said that again earlier.

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Well, even if that girl was a spy or not, we don't really

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know. Because when your ass being

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tortured, I would say all kind of shit too.

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Was she really? That's be honest.

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Was she really to what? She cops to right right before.

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So he don't believe in the children, He don't believe in

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old people. So anyway.

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I guess that I I hope that message is loud and clear.

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But again for Maggie, I understand that might have been

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traumatic for her to see that, but again, you went and got him.

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That's what you that's what you asked for, so.

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You need to be operating under the knowledge that, OK, I went

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and told this man that he was going to help me.

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So I need to be prepared for whatever that help entails.

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This is Megan. You know what he's capable of.

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So you know what you were asking for when you went to find him.

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You weren't going to find. Peaceful.

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Let me get down on my knees. Please don't.

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He's don't shoot my wife. Megan.

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That's not the Megan you're looking for.

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And that Megan wouldn't have got your shit.

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You're looking for a little pig. Little pig.

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Let me in, Megan. You're looking for that cruel

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and the one who's going to get some shit done and.

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And I have no sympathy for her, which I should.

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And you know, I get people yelling at me for this, but I

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now start. I feel bad for him because you

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have worked hard on separating yourself and not having to to be

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that character and not having to do that and to.

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Just be different and you had to go back to that place which is

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dark. Because you feel you still do

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feel some sort of obligation like okay.

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You know what? I do still need to make up for

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what I did to. Her.

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Yeah, but you have to do that. And it's just just like you

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giving up something that that good or bad may have given him

00:22:13
control, may have made him feel more powerful because he didn't

00:22:17
have that power when you know when he was.

00:22:20
With his wife, he was powerless. He had that power.

00:22:23
He let that power go, realized that power wasn't good the way

00:22:26
he used it, and then now you tap into it because at this point he

00:22:31
can go either way. We can end this series where he

00:22:33
said fuck it, I'm. Going back to that source, yeah,

00:22:39
that's true. You know and.

00:22:42
So here, like when they were sitting there and she's like, oh

00:22:45
hell, what I just witnessed and he's probably thinking, what did

00:22:48
I just do? I'd like try to get away from

00:22:50
that and I easily look how easily I slipped right into it.

00:22:55
It's. Like a switch?

00:22:58
Right like you. You pissed me off enough and I

00:23:02
can do it. Yeah.

00:23:06
And then, you know, in the end. She ends up telling the tribes

00:23:11
people what she's there for anyway.

00:23:13
You know, once that once. They.

00:23:15
They're safely away, and Negan is taking the glass out of his

00:23:20
hands from when he's old boy through the windows.

00:23:23
And you see the way he's looking at his hands like, damn, I had

00:23:27
to. Go back to.

00:23:28
This, especially with the way Luther is looking at him.

00:23:32
Luther is looking at him like, I don't like you, I'm like.

00:23:36
He's the only person that win an avenged your people.

00:23:40
Right. But you look at him like because

00:23:46
that's someone that's. I not necessarily think I can

00:23:49
beat him. You know what I said before?

00:23:52
I know I can get all of them at any point.

00:23:54
I have some control of the situation.

00:23:56
Now we got a a little monster on our hands.

00:24:00
That man can flip out on us and I don't think I can take him.

00:24:04
That's that look. No, no.

00:24:06
Luther is a big dude. But you know, Yeah, but what?

00:24:09
You just saw it, don't. It don't have to do anything

00:24:12
with size. Yeah, but Luther and them didn't

00:24:16
see that. So they still don't know that

00:24:18
part of Megan because they were all gone at that point.

00:24:21
Yeah, but they heard. Oh, yeah, oh, oh, I'm sure that

00:24:24
was related. That.

00:24:26
Yeah. That that heard What happened?

00:24:28
I don't know. I don't know if I don't think

00:24:30
Maggie would have said something about that.

00:24:33
Because because of the fact that they will be looking like, oh,

00:24:36
you know what? If he can do that, he need to

00:24:39
get the fuck on from us, you know?

00:24:41
Because at that point, they really still don't know each

00:24:44
other very well, you know? But at that point, Maggie does

00:24:50
tell them we're here for a man named the Croat.

00:24:54
He has my son. And so we can help you with

00:24:57
that. Right.

00:24:58
So then Amaya and Tomaso are the two main people out of this

00:25:03
group that we've met. She's like, we can help you with

00:25:06
that if, you know, if, if you're looking to get killed and they

00:25:09
pan to Megan's face and Megan is looking like, this ain't what I

00:25:12
signed up for. But you know, just like, oh,

00:25:17
that's the other thing. So when they were having this

00:25:19
conversation in the bathroom and Negan was telling her about his

00:25:22
history with the Croat. And how, after the Croat did

00:25:27
whatever it was that he did to the to the socalled spy, Megan

00:25:32
was like, he had to go. And I don't know what kind of

00:25:36
tussle there was. I don't know what it was.

00:25:38
But we do know that Negan tried to kill the Croat.

00:25:42
He missed. He shot his ear off.

00:25:45
And so Maggie was like. So that means he's going to be

00:25:48
looking to kill you. And was like, yes, he is.

00:25:50
She was like, you don't think you should have told me that

00:25:52
before, Excuse me? It would have mattered.

00:25:55
To her. So give.

00:25:57
Me. Come on this journey.

00:25:59
I don't even think it would have mattered to her though.

00:26:02
And. Yeah, you didn't ask.

00:26:04
You didn't ask where his relationship was with the Crow

00:26:07
Ass. You are practically assuring

00:26:09
them up because they were both. In, you know, in the Saviors,

00:26:14
you just automatically assumed that the Croat was one of his

00:26:17
cronies who followed behind his blah blah blah.

00:26:21
So you didn't even bother to ask what the dynamic was when you

00:26:25
mentioned to Negan that the Croat was the person who rated

00:26:29
you. I mean even the look on Negan's

00:26:32
face when she mentioned him that for Negan to be like.

00:26:37
I don't know who you're talking about.

00:26:38
That was like, I'm not touching that subject.

00:26:41
I don't want to go there. Hell no.

00:26:44
I don't even want to get involved in this.

00:26:47
Why would he volunteer that information?

00:26:52
But yeah, I I just, I know she's she's worried about her son and

00:26:58
everything that she's starting to hear about the Croat is not.

00:27:02
I'm sure in her mind there is probably a small piece of her.

00:27:06
That feels like Herschel could already be dead, because we

00:27:11
already know the Crow Act really, that he's

00:27:13
nondiscriminatory and who he tortures feels, you know, like

00:27:19
Negan, said the socalled spy. He said she was just a kid.

00:27:23
Now I know he didn't mean like a child child, but she could have

00:27:26
been like Lydia teens, you. Know 2021.

00:27:31
Yeah, which would have still been a kid to him.

00:27:33
I mean, think about it. Megan was a high school teacher.

00:27:36
So any older child would still be a kid to him.

00:27:41
So it's like, I don't know. I just need her, I I need her

00:27:48
to, she needs to quickly, quickly work through whatever it

00:27:54
is she got going on in her head so that she can get her son.

00:27:58
So she can focus on getting her son because you can't focus on

00:28:00
getting your son. And still standing there,

00:28:04
actively hating the man that you went to go get to help you get

00:28:08
your son. It's not going to work.

00:28:10
You're too distracted. You're unfocused.

00:28:13
You're not making good decisions.

00:28:15
Come on. This is Maggie, who ran.

00:28:17
With and that's why I say and that's why I say if at some

00:28:20
point she don't get the fucking chip off her shoulder.

00:28:22
Me. Even being Negan now, now you

00:28:25
know that me and the crow ass relationship ain't good.

00:28:29
Bitch, I will leave you here, right?

00:28:33
What's in the What am I getting out of it?

00:28:36
Because #1 if you already think hurts or dead, why?

00:28:39
Why continue? Why?

00:28:39
Why? You know what I mean.

00:28:41
Yes, there's always the hope that he is still alive, but if

00:28:46
you feel like he gone, why why? Why would I continue to help

00:28:51
you? You treat me like shit, and when

00:28:53
I do try to help, you don't want my help.

00:28:56
Like what's the point of me being here at this point?

00:29:00
Because I feel like you okay. Yeah.

00:29:02
I killed your husband. I get it.

00:29:04
I apologize. I've tried to make amends, you

00:29:07
know, several times over this whole Walking Dead.

00:29:10
The end of the series. I've tried to make amends with

00:29:13
you. Now you don't are not required

00:29:16
to accept my apology. You're not required to do any of

00:29:19
those things. But in my mind, I would have

00:29:22
done enough. You know, I've tried my best to

00:29:25
make it up to you, but if you are still at this point, week

00:29:28
12, you let me sit in jail. You all that whole thing went

00:29:33
on. I saved your son like bitch.

00:29:35
Come on now. Because at this point what the

00:29:38
what the what the fuck else you want?

00:29:41
Because I would like I would be so outdone with her.

00:29:43
Like no, I ain't helping you. I'm good.

00:29:46
Let me go get Jenny and I'll be out, you know.

00:29:50
Yeah. Y'all keeping her safe, but.

00:29:53
Yeah, it's not worth it. Perfect segue because that's

00:29:57
what I want to talk about. Nick, I knew you were going to

00:30:01
say that, but before we even get to that part, OK, So we see

00:30:05
where the new Hilltop is. And I got to say, this is a lot

00:30:10
bigger than the old location that they had.

00:30:13
Looks like they're more productive here.

00:30:17
OK. So when we first.

00:30:19
See the new hilltop? You see that one of the doors

00:30:22
has been knocked down and they're sitting there trying to

00:30:24
repair the brick wall. So my question is, towards the

00:30:30
end, when we see Jenny trying to escape from there, your

00:30:35
community got raided, Your son got kidnapped.

00:30:40
Why the fuck is there only one guard standing at the door?

00:30:46
I was like. I only.

00:30:48
Have one person on watch and then as soon as he hears some

00:30:53
rocks, he leaves the front door and goes to check out the noise.

00:30:57
Where's the backup? Where's the other person?

00:31:00
Has she not learned anything from Rick?

00:31:02
I'm confused. Well, I can't even.

00:31:05
I can't even blame her at this point, because she's not there.

00:31:09
So who? Yeah, but she should have left

00:31:11
instructions. For who's in charge?

00:31:14
Come on now. But that is that really an

00:31:16
instruction to leave? That's fucking common sense.

00:31:19
Like, is there an instruction hey have more than one person?

00:31:23
Like your whole community just got raided.

00:31:25
I'm assuming you probably had more people on watch during

00:31:29
that. Or maybe that's why they got

00:31:31
raided because they only had one fucking person at the door

00:31:35
because they did say what did she say?

00:31:37
She said they came at night and they scaled the walls.

00:31:40
Because nobody's paying attention.

00:31:42
If you only got one person on watch, I'm like, come on, y'all.

00:31:46
And that's for that's the whole. Perimeter.

00:31:49
And it's for everyone. It's like it's not just the crow

00:31:52
at it's other people wanting supplies.

00:31:55
She's been through this before. You you leave people in charge

00:32:02
now it makes me now it makes me question, now makes me question

00:32:08
the other location. She had that.

00:32:12
You mean the other locations? But she wasn't.

00:32:16
But she wasn't in charge in those other places.

00:32:18
But here's the thing again, she said her.

00:32:20
People when they met back up last time.

00:32:23
So I'm just saying yeah, she was in charge.

00:32:26
But this could easily also just be a writer's thing.

00:32:29
Like they just when they directed the episode, they're

00:32:32
like, oh, we're just going to put one person on watch.

00:32:34
Y'all, don't think we've been watching this show long enough

00:32:37
to question stuff like that. Why do you only have one person

00:32:41
on watch and he has a stick and that's it?

00:32:45
At this point, y'all have been raided.

00:32:48
Your leader's son has been kidnapped.

00:32:50
You need to be at the door with an automatic rifle.

00:32:54
Period. Period.

00:32:58
You need to be there with more than what you have.

00:33:01
I mean, I get it. You don't want to use the guns

00:33:04
because it'll draw the walkers. And right now your ass don't

00:33:07
have a front door. I get it.

00:33:09
But there should have been at least two people standing at

00:33:11
that door. At the very least, there should

00:33:15
have been other people, like on the roof, or there should have

00:33:20
been other lookouts. Jenny, this child who doesn't

00:33:24
know the lay of the land, should not have been able to get out so

00:33:27
easily. Still, a bike.

00:33:29
On top of that. I was like, This is why y'all

00:33:35
got rated. This is why y'all got rated.

00:33:38
I said y'all got the worst goddamn security.

00:33:41
You may well leave the gate open, say hey, come here and

00:33:43
take what you want. Just don't hurt nobody.

00:33:48
Like you're guarding a front door that has been knocked out

00:33:52
of the foundation. That should tell you you're

00:33:55
going to need more than one person standing at that door.

00:33:58
And that dude looks so little like I probably could have taken

00:34:01
him and thrown him somewhere. Can we get more than one guard?

00:34:06
Give me your shit. Can we get more than one guard

00:34:10
at the door? Maybe they don't have that many

00:34:16
people and they doing the best that they can, but they got all

00:34:20
them fucking kids that train them, kids like Padre and put

00:34:23
their ass to work, right? I'm sorry.

00:34:28
Even remember if the prison, even Carol, was training kids.

00:34:33
You got to train these fucking kids.

00:34:34
And yeah. You OK?

00:34:36
Even writing in the morning and in the afternoon, y'all better

00:34:38
get on here on the weapons. I do think they are doing

00:34:41
weapons training because if you if you remember the flashback

00:34:45
that we saw when Jenny was sitting in the room, apparently

00:34:48
the room that she that they put her in was Herschel's room.

00:34:52
So you see a flashback of Maggie coming in the room and she's

00:34:55
she's kind of fussing at Herschel because he's missed

00:34:58
weapons training. And she was like, this is the

00:35:01
third time you skipped this month.

00:35:03
And I don't know what the deal is with Herschel, but I mean,

00:35:07
granted, it could just be typical teenage stuff because in

00:35:11
that flashback, he does look like he could have been like

00:35:13
maybe I would say around 13. Because one, if you're a 10 year

00:35:19
old and you acting like that towards your Mama, I'm sorry,

00:35:22
I'm a black Mama, but that ain't, that ain't happening so.

00:35:30
Obviously there's some tension there.

00:35:31
I don't know if it has to do with the fact that he's just

00:35:34
tired of living that way, which, I mean, this is how you grew up,

00:35:37
dude. You don't know any other way,

00:35:39
You don't know that things are better or whatever.

00:35:42
But anyway, well. No, he he did.

00:35:45
He did live in Alexandria, so he know it was houses.

00:35:49
But when they but when he got to Alexandria, it had been.

00:35:55
It had been torn apart by the storm.

00:35:57
It had been trampled by the whisperer.

00:36:00
So, I mean, you've always lived in some, in some rough times,

00:36:04
but I mean, at least you were in this hilltop dude.

00:36:07
You got your own bedroom. You got your own bedroom.

00:36:12
But it was easily taken away from him.

00:36:14
So I'm confused. Can I may come back?

00:36:18
I'm a room being given away. Damn y'all.

00:36:22
Can't even. You ain't even from my bed to

00:36:25
get cold. Right.

00:36:26
You ain't even let the paint dry good.

00:36:30
But you know, so anyway, like I was saying in in that flashback,

00:36:35
we see that there's some some trouble between her and

00:36:38
Herschel. She, you know, Herschel is not

00:36:41
in a good place right now. He's basically ignoring his mom.

00:36:44
You know, he does, he does seem like he's a he's an artist and.

00:36:49
You know she tries to compliment him on a drawing and he snatches

00:36:52
it from her. He's like, it's, it's, it's

00:36:54
horrible or whatever the case and he throws and he was like,

00:36:56
I'm going to Xander's and he leaves out and I'm like, what's

00:36:59
the deal with this kid? Who the?

00:37:00
Hell, you talking to right as you snatch the back of that neck

00:37:06
and pull you back into that room, Who are?

00:37:09
You talking to? Yeah, But from this flashback,

00:37:12
we know they do have weapons training for for the kids.

00:37:16
Everybody is trying. And she says that I I keep

00:37:19
telling you how important it is to be prepared.

00:37:22
And he was like, be prepared for anything.

00:37:24
She was like, yeah, so why what? And and I I don't know.

00:37:30
I mean, I know from the comics that Hershel and Maggie have a

00:37:37
difficult relationship because she's always gone all the time

00:37:42
trying to. You know, fix stuff, save stuff,

00:37:45
whatever, whatever. And I know that from what I've

00:37:48
heard, he kind of has a chip on his shoulder because of that.

00:37:51
And he actually grows up to be an asshole, you know?

00:37:58
But it's just, I, I don't know, like if you're preparing these

00:38:06
kids for what's out there, you're giving them weapons

00:38:10
training. We saw in the school they they

00:38:12
are doing training as far as, like, they're learning how to

00:38:15
forge. They're learning what to look

00:38:17
for, what's poisonous, what's not poisonous.

00:38:20
You're doing all of this training for these kids.

00:38:22
But if you as adults don't have the common sense to put more

00:38:25
than one guard at the door, what are you?

00:38:28
What are you training them for? Like, I don't know that that

00:38:33
just that bothered me when I saw it.

00:38:36
I was like, wait, do they only have one person guarding this?

00:38:39
The store And also I need to know why Jenny is so fascinated

00:38:43
with the grain silo. Because if you notice when she

00:38:47
first comes into Hilltop and the woman Nina is showing her

00:38:52
around, she sees a guy climbing up into the grain silo and she

00:38:56
just kind of looks at it like. And then when she's leaving she

00:39:01
turns to look at it again and it's like.

00:39:09
Maybe. It must have.

00:39:11
It has to. But the fact that they focus on

00:39:16
that, you know, I've talked about this with other shows when

00:39:20
they make, when they make a point of focusing on something

00:39:23
like that, that seemingly innocent or seemingly like a

00:39:28
small thing. It's going to come into play

00:39:31
later on. So I'm like, what is it?

00:39:33
Is she going to hide in that thing later on?

00:39:35
But I mean, she's leaving Hilltop now, so we don't know.

00:39:39
Like, I don't know. It was just interesting.

00:39:43
It was just interesting. And please, I'm, I'm going to

00:39:46
tell you all that, Michelle, you're a teacher if we're ever

00:39:50
in an apocalypse. And you have students that you

00:39:54
are teaching. Please don't do the whole oh,

00:39:57
let's give her a warm welcome to I was like, really?

00:40:01
Do we have to do that? Like put the children on the

00:40:03
spot? And, like, it's already not bad

00:40:06
enough that they're coming to a community by themselves during

00:40:09
the zombie apocalypse. Chances are there's already a

00:40:12
tragic story behind this child, plus the fact that she does not

00:40:16
talk. Correct.

00:40:18
And say she comes from Oceanside.

00:40:20
So OK, let's talk about this. Too wait, wait.

00:40:23
Side note on that one, I'm sorry to say I will not be teaching

00:40:27
class doing Apocalypse. I'm sorry if I had to do any

00:40:30
teaching. It will be weapons training.

00:40:33
There you go. Cuz I'll find me another

00:40:36
profession at the door, correct? Okay.

00:40:43
You'll be charged to the army. We have to put more than one

00:40:46
person in front. Hello.

00:40:48
So now y'all to mention Oceanside which?

00:40:54
OKI get tying tying the shows together.

00:40:57
You still trying to keep that continuity since you were so big

00:41:01
on saying that Casey that this is a continuation.

00:41:05
But y'all didn't even give us proper closure of Oceanside in

00:41:08
the main show. Why y'all this up here?

00:41:11
And then y'all are telling us that she came from Oceanside?

00:41:15
So again, that makes me wonder where the hell is this new

00:41:17
Babylon and where is this new hilltop?

00:41:21
Like, are y'all really? Bad Nobody else from Oceanside

00:41:24
in Hillside because remember, for all intents and purposes,

00:41:29
Oceanside was shut down. We don't know.

00:41:33
We don't know what happened to. We don't know what happened to

00:41:35
them, because the last thing we heard about Oceanside was when

00:41:38
Luke and Jules met up with. Met up with Aaron.

00:41:43
They were like, yeah, so these people from the Commonwealth

00:41:47
came and took up. We don't know what happened

00:41:49
after that now. I'm sure they probably got

00:41:51
liberated once everything happened.

00:41:54
Pamela Milton fell and Ezekiel and Mercer are now leading the

00:41:59
Commonwealth. I'm sure they probably sent

00:42:02
somebody to go pull those troops.

00:42:05
But still, Y'all didn't even give us proper closure about.

00:42:07
Oh, she's still don't know where the hell Cindy is.

00:42:10
Even though you met, you had Luke mention her during this

00:42:14
Commonwealth takeover. We should have stayed with

00:42:16
Cindy. We ain't seen Cindy in four

00:42:19
years. The last time we saw her was

00:42:23
what? When they were killing Iraq

00:42:27
before Rick died. So y'all didn't even give us

00:42:31
proper closure. Even when Lance went to

00:42:34
countryside of the countryside, even when Lance went to

00:42:38
Oceanside and remember they were lining everybody up when he was

00:42:41
flipping the coin date, she wasn't in that.

00:42:43
Nope. Right.

00:42:44
Nobody we knew was in that group.

00:42:46
Right, but now all of a sudden Jenny is supposed to be from

00:42:50
Oceanside. Well, well, maybe you know, when

00:42:54
everything cleared the dust, because I feel like Oceanside

00:42:56
got shot up. However, it's free land, so some

00:42:59
people may have went to Oceanside.

00:43:01
That was a group that went to Oceanside because that was some

00:43:03
available real estate. This is no need to even mention

00:43:07
Oceanside. You could just be like we found

00:43:09
her on the streets. I mean, right?

00:43:12
Because what if somebody knew somebody at Oceanside?

00:43:14
Oh, what happened to Annie or Jackie or?

00:43:17
Yeah, that just came from Oceanside on vacation.

00:43:21
I ain't see you there. Right.

00:43:25
Or who is your Mama at Oceanside?

00:43:28
Right? Because we know that kid will

00:43:29
not do. Daddy, who is your mom?

00:43:30
Because they killed all the men. So I that that kind of bothered

00:43:36
me about the whole hill hilltop thing, them not having the

00:43:40
guards and you know, just the ease with which Jenny was able

00:43:46
to sneak out of there. Like really, all it took was a

00:43:49
couple of rocks. Again, no wonder y'all ass got

00:43:52
raided. Come on now, you should know

00:43:55
better than this. Y'all let a 12 year old wait,

00:43:59
how old is she? 12 hour number, 12 year old.

00:44:02
So yeah, twelve's our number. Let a 12 year old.

00:44:05
I was smart as you would sneak out the gate and steal your

00:44:07
goddamn bike. She debowed y'all ass.

00:44:10
You got that bike right? Right.

00:44:14
She strike debowed y'all took y'all fucking bike with

00:44:17
supplies. You don't fucking suck.

00:44:20
You don't have a guard on your supply.

00:44:21
You don't have a guard on your transportation.

00:44:24
You damn sure ain't got a guard at the gate.

00:44:25
At the door, right? At all, at all.

00:44:30
So y'all just got free reign up in here.

00:44:33
Let me get what I need. I'll be back.

00:44:36
Like, did y'all not have somebody kidnapped from here?

00:44:39
Just a few weeks ago. Or, you know, clearly they don't

00:44:43
care. They gave the boy room away and

00:44:45
I thought Maggie was the leader. I mean, like, I understand you

00:44:48
don't want to go back to how Commonwealth was acting

00:44:50
beforehand, you know, with Pamela and favoritism and

00:44:54
classism and all that. But damn, I mean, y'all walking

00:44:59
around like not on high alert, like y'all Happy Maggie gone.

00:45:02
I mean, like, what's going on? I mean, and look, we could just

00:45:09
be saying that that could have been a whole different bedroom,

00:45:11
but the way that they kind of no.

00:45:13
Because they get right. Because they.

00:45:15
They changed the color and she came, yeah.

00:45:18
It's just, yeah, it's the same room.

00:45:21
So that's all I had to say about that.

00:45:26
I was just like, so that's how we doing things at Hilltop now.

00:45:30
Hey, if there's a space open, somebody slide right back in.

00:45:34
Right. And The thing is.

00:45:36
Maggie's disposition don't even fit hillside like it just seemed

00:45:44
like. It just need to be a different

00:45:45
leader. I don't.

00:45:47
Know I I. Yeah, you know, you know,

00:45:51
because like it like, it could be.

00:45:53
It could be Carol. Because Carol could go both ways

00:45:55
when she needs to. Right.

00:45:58
Probably Maggie could too. But of course, if you think

00:46:01
about it, in the flashback that we saw of her, she is upset

00:46:04
because Herschel has missed training.

00:46:06
Yeah, but she's she looks like that all the time.

00:46:09
That's the problem I'm having with her.

00:46:11
It's like it is affecting your son, cuz clearly we see that,

00:46:15
Yeah. And that it's like, that's why

00:46:18
she needs to get this, this off of her the best way she can.

00:46:24
You can still grieve it. It's still a part of your

00:46:26
history is still. Every day it's like now she has

00:46:30
to make that choice. Is this going to control my life

00:46:34
or am I going to control my life?

00:46:38
And I feel like she like holding on to that goddamn resentment.

00:46:41
Because if if. You does what else?

00:46:43
You got? Nothing.

00:46:46
If she does have something, she has Herschel.

00:46:50
Barely. Because if she didn't have.

00:46:52
Right now. Right.

00:46:53
If she didn't have Herschel. I can see you hold on to that.

00:46:57
Yeah, right. Even like all that shit for his

00:47:00
ass. Because God damn, he know the

00:47:03
history. He knows what happened.

00:47:04
But trust me, you know the the bitterness you carry.

00:47:08
Go to your God damn children like you ain't doing that boy.

00:47:13
No. And you wonder why he run around

00:47:14
with a fucking attitude. Look at.

00:47:17
You. All the time.

00:47:18
All the time. All.

00:47:20
The time, Yeah. Yeah.

00:47:22
That. Because, I mean, that's what it

00:47:23
seems like, yeah. And I get it, you want him to be

00:47:26
on high alert in case there ever is like even as he's growing

00:47:29
another Megan situation where there is some, you know, this

00:47:32
type of bad person out there. But you you trying so hard to

00:47:39
keep him trained and this and this and all these other things

00:47:42
to protect him, you fucking smothering him and he is like,

00:47:46
ma'am. Just just let the let the cover

00:47:51
up a little bit just so I can get some fresh air in bothering

00:47:55
me to death. Even at 12 and we understand

00:47:58
like we told the logic, but you still have to have that balance.

00:48:02
You don't have no balance. Right.

00:48:04
And that's what I was just about to say.

00:48:05
It's like. That's a great one.

00:48:07
Yes, you you understand that this is a different world.

00:48:11
People can come in, they can come after you.

00:48:13
They can come and take what you have.

00:48:16
But you have to give that boy some joy too, you know, kind of

00:48:22
like, you know you. She talked about this when she

00:48:25
came back to the group, about when she left the group.

00:48:30
She took Herschel to her grandparents old house on the

00:48:33
beach and they said they were there for a while and it was, it

00:48:37
was happy times for them and then they had to leave, I think

00:48:40
because people started coming around and I think she wanted to

00:48:44
keep him safe. So yeah, you got to find.

00:48:49
You still got to find some kind of joy in all of.

00:48:52
This because because if you look at you won't have any, it's not

00:48:58
and when you look at everyone else in that in the group, the

00:49:02
main group, the main family like they have gone through things

00:49:06
too and you can see them creating a balance.

00:49:10
Back and forth sometimes, you know, sometimes you may have to

00:49:12
do things. Like Carol had to go off into

00:49:14
the woods and live to get herself together occasionally,

00:49:19
you know, and Rick bounced back on the line.

00:49:23
But then their kids are better for it.

00:49:26
Judith was better for it. But Judith had Michonne.

00:49:32
Michonne was also had balance too, because she went through a

00:49:35
lot and she was able. I'm just saying that they were

00:49:37
able to go back and forth and then to their kids, inspired

00:49:41
them to say we can have a better future.

00:49:45
Even though there's shit going on, we got to find the good in

00:49:48
people. Sometimes it's hard for us to

00:49:50
find the good in people. We got to find good in people.

00:49:52
We got to find what we can spend time with each other when we

00:49:56
can. When your parents don't go off

00:49:57
and leave you. With your uncle and then your

00:50:00
uncle Lee then. I don't know who watching you

00:50:03
right now, but OK. You know is watching them, but I

00:50:08
I don't know at this point, depending on like we said,

00:50:12
depending on how many years this has passed, if it's been like

00:50:16
four or five years, Judith is the literally about 7/16/17

00:50:21
she's watching her brother so. Oh my God.

00:50:26
That's a different episode. We got to talk about that

00:50:28
because I'm like, you just literally just realized you left

00:50:31
your kid. You may be gone for a couple

00:50:32
years. OK, Poor, poor Rick Junior.

00:50:37
Because again, we don't know. We don't know where.

00:50:40
We don't know where their story falls in this dead city

00:50:44
timeline. So we don't know if Rick and

00:50:46
Michelle have returned. Already I hope they have OK, and

00:50:50
I hope it hadn't been years because poor children.

00:50:52
However, even with all of that going on.

00:50:57
Even the kids had a balance, you know.

00:51:01
But poor Herschel, he has to walk around with nothing wrong

00:51:06
with being depressed. I got that.

00:51:07
But you have to see how it is influencing your kid so that he

00:51:11
has this hatred. He gone.

00:51:12
Then again we talked about cycles.

00:51:15
He then going to go after Negan, if Negan survives this.

00:51:18
All because of all the things that you made my mom feel how

00:51:21
what she went through and it was my dad.

00:51:23
I didn't get a chance to spend time with my dad on and on and

00:51:26
on. And here's the other thing too

00:51:29
that could be affecting Herschel.

00:51:30
And we talked about this in the last episode.

00:51:33
So again, we don't know where new Babylon is, but we know it.

00:51:39
It can't be very close to Commonwealth or Alexandria

00:51:43
because those those already are in two separate states.

00:51:46
You got Virginia and Ohio. So wherever this new hilltop is,

00:51:52
Herschel is away from the people that matter to him.

00:51:57
He is right. So.

00:51:59
And not just his cousins, but all of those people who took

00:52:03
care of him when all of this stuff was going on, there was

00:52:06
gone. Carol was gone, Ezekiel was

00:52:08
going. Pretty much all those people are

00:52:10
at the Commonwealth or at Alexandria.

00:52:12
Like I said, if anybody is still at Hilltop from the group.

00:52:16
I would think that it will be Elijah and maybe Lydia, but we

00:52:21
didn't see them in this episode, so they may not even be around.

00:52:25
So you have this child who has already lived a very nomadic

00:52:30
life up until Y'all get to Alexander, Then you try to put

00:52:34
down roots in Alexandria. You, you know, you introduce him

00:52:39
to these people who are family. And now it seems you've taken

00:52:44
him away from these people. That's probably why he pissed

00:52:47
off. Like you got me up here around

00:52:49
all these strangers, somewhere that I don't want to be living

00:52:52
in an old factory. Looks like, you know.

00:52:56
Yeah, and not and not having any attachments because she's not

00:53:00
having any attachments to anybody because she don't want

00:53:03
to go through what she's going through.

00:53:05
But then now he doesn't have any attachment to.

00:53:09
Anything. Some roots, something like, you

00:53:15
know, even at this point. I'm sorry everyone else is

00:53:19
finding second chance. Love you, not even trying to

00:53:23
date. And then, you know, I heard.

00:53:27
I didn't hear The funny thing that supposedly in the other

00:53:30
show originally Alden was brought in as a potential love

00:53:35
match for Maggie and I just. That just seems so weird to me.

00:53:41
I could have saw that, I I could have seen that.

00:53:48
No, because I even when we've seen them, they always seemed

00:53:52
more like like once she got over her initial hate of him because

00:53:57
he was a savior, they just seemed like he could have been

00:54:01
her, her little brother. It it that's just the kind of

00:54:04
the vibe I always got. So when I heard that.

00:54:07
And even. When he died, she was like

00:54:10
super. I mean, I get she was sad, but

00:54:13
he she was super upset that he was gone.

00:54:18
So it could have been possible, because I'm thinking the type of

00:54:21
person Maggie was you, you see that she didn't have problems

00:54:26
making connections with men. In the beginning and, well, come

00:54:33
on now let's let's history she did.

00:54:37
So at this point it would it would have been nice if you did

00:54:40
show her with someone and they're trying to talk reason

00:54:43
with her and she's like, no, I can't forgive.

00:54:47
I can't forgive Negan. I'm going to use him or

00:54:49
something. But having that she is like we

00:54:52
can see that she has made some progress and she has someone but

00:54:57
she still like. Not getting too close to them,

00:55:01
but they are bouncing off ideas. And then you will look at her a

00:55:04
little differently. Like I truly had to make this

00:55:07
choice to save my son. Instead she just got a chip chip

00:55:14
on her shoulder, which that's probably what the chip is.

00:55:20
I wanted to say that I'm like, yes.

00:55:25
She need to get. A little dip with her.

00:55:28
Chill, she. Does just as long as it's not

00:55:32
with Negan because I have seen people online shipping them to

00:55:35
and I'm like no, I can I could kind of sort of see because they

00:55:39
have good chemistry, but as far as the two characters know that.

00:55:46
And I I did, though I did. I did.

00:55:49
But watching it, no. Because she can't.

00:55:52
She she literally, she can't. Now I was able to ship them

00:55:56
because of all the years of watching All My children, Young

00:55:58
and the Restless and would like to live.

00:55:59
If you know you can get over some things that happen to you

00:56:02
from another person and you end up still like, I don't know,

00:56:05
dating and marrying them, I don't get it.

00:56:07
But I can see that happening. However, now looking at it like

00:56:12
she hasn't truly let that go. So they roll her in the way that

00:56:17
people they're not going to make them.

00:56:20
Fall for each other. Only thing that we can possibly

00:56:23
get at the end is she like tries to save Negan or she has some

00:56:30
intimate moments but not sexual intimate moments with.

00:56:33
Right. Just enough for her to be like,

00:56:35
okay, you know what? You let her guard down?

00:56:37
Yeah, she let her guard down and kind of like, you know, talk to

00:56:40
him. That's the only thing we can.

00:56:41
Like him as a person instead of this one image she always has of

00:56:46
him. Because again.

00:56:47
I am one of those people. I am big on redemption arcs.

00:56:51
I am big on people being allowed to grow and change because yes,

00:56:57
it does happen. Yes, he did some horrible stuff.

00:57:01
He was a shitty ass person. But ten years down the road if

00:57:06
y'all are still treating him like he is the same person.

00:57:10
Like none of the stuff that he went through was enough to

00:57:13
change him. I mean, think about it.

00:57:16
Kept him locked up for almost 7 years.

00:57:19
First, if that don't change a person, nothing.

00:57:24
Two, you have these people who actually took the time to try to

00:57:29
get to know him. Like Judith had no prejudices

00:57:32
against him. She was like, he's a different

00:57:35
person. She even tried to tell Michonne

00:57:37
that she was like, he's my friend, he's the only person

00:57:39
that really talks to me. Like Megan was helping her with

00:57:43
her homework. Come on now.

00:57:45
You know when you can see these glimpses of this person and who

00:57:50
he's trying to be or he's trying to be like, OK, you know what?

00:57:53
Obviously me, me being an asshole didn't work because look

00:57:56
where I am now. OK, let me figure something else

00:58:00
out. Because other than that, I'm

00:58:01
going to be in these four walls for the rest of my life.

00:58:06
But yeah, at some point. She is going to have to let her

00:58:11
guard down. She is going to have to.

00:58:16
I feel like she's going to have to work out a way to actually

00:58:20
trust him because if she doesn't, she's going to end up

00:58:24
with a train car in the tunnel situation again where he has an

00:58:29
opportunity to leave her by the wayside.

00:58:32
And he's going to take it because he's going to, he's

00:58:34
going to be like, what's the whole time?

00:58:37
This shit. You treated me like shit.

00:58:39
You're probably going to try to kill me again because at this

00:58:43
point, like, what was he? He said in the last episode, He

00:58:46
said, you know, I thought you were already past this point,

00:58:51
but obviously not. So what are we doing?

00:58:53
Like, Like, right? You called me.

00:59:00
You kind of got me. You've been breaking the balls

00:59:03
up the East Coast trying to find me.

00:59:07
So obviously you need me more than I need you.

00:59:11
Naked. Probably could have gone the

00:59:12
rest of his life and never came across Maggie again, and he

00:59:15
would not be bothered. And you know what?

00:59:21
He could have really solved this problems this episode because he

00:59:24
could literally just kind of like pushed her and have her

00:59:28
hang in there for a while. I'm just saying.

00:59:31
Or he could have just turned around and walked on me like,

00:59:33
oh, when she said I got it oh. OK, you got it.

00:59:36
No, I'm talking about like, push it so she can fall and see, you

00:59:39
know, what I'm doing with my problems.

00:59:40
I'm going home. No, he wouldn't have.

00:59:43
And that's the point. He's like, come on, because it's

00:59:46
no need to. I had.

00:59:48
To do it at the. Time, right?

00:59:51
Just like how he did that, man. I can slit your throat, but I'm

00:59:54
not going to. He could.

00:59:56
He could have kicked her down the ladder into the into that

00:59:59
little those walkers that were still falling from the sky.

01:00:03
He could have kicked her down the ladder.

01:00:05
He could, but he's not doing that.

01:00:07
But I have to watch my back with you, because once we get your

01:00:09
son, y'all may decide y'all going to leave me to some

01:00:13
walkers, right? Yep.

01:00:17
And you know that's about to be a problem with Herschel when she

01:00:20
shows up to save him and she got Megan with them.

01:00:22
Especially since the Croat mentioned it and, like, rub salt

01:00:26
in that wound. Yes.

01:00:30
Have you met the men that killed your daddy?

01:00:33
Yes, I have. He saved my life, right?

01:00:36
Right. Saved my Mama life.

01:00:38
Yes, save the community's life. Our peoples.

01:00:42
Come on. Helped end the war.

01:00:46
Yeah, yeah. And you want to focus on 2

01:00:50
little bats? Wings.

01:00:51
Because you know what? You know what?

01:00:53
He also helped in the common world too.

01:00:55
So yeah, you know what? Casey that's wrong.

01:00:59
That's wrong. But I mean.

01:01:02
Yeah, but like I said, we, we could do a whole, we could do a

01:01:07
whole episode, this whole median thing.

01:01:11
And you know, for some people it just wouldn't make a difference.

01:01:14
They're just determined to see him as the monster he was as a

01:01:18
person he has become now. And I, you know.

01:01:22
Someone has to be the bad guy and it's him, right?

01:01:26
But I also feel sorry for people who are like that.

01:01:28
Because again, you are saying that people can't change, that

01:01:31
people can't learn, that people can't grow.

01:01:35
You know, you're so stuck. On that also that also calls

01:01:40
back to The Walking Dead. When they took over the prison

01:01:45
and and found the prisoners, not all of them were bad yet it was

01:01:48
prisoners, but not every last one of them was bad, right?

01:01:52
Some kids. Just had speeding tickets that

01:01:54
wouldn't pay. And wrote bad checks.

01:01:57
I mean, serious is like wrote bad checks and then there's

01:01:59
murderers. And then you just, I mean, y'all

01:02:01
are doing the same thing. And it's not like Negan started

01:02:04
off, but he just was going to place the place killing people

01:02:08
on purpose like a a serial killer.

01:02:13
He wasn't doing that. So we understand if he was a

01:02:16
serial killer, okay, we can't. But this was a person who had to

01:02:20
make changes to survive. Because ultimately, right.

01:02:26
And ultimately we have to, we can wish that we will be great

01:02:29
people in these situations. We can sit back and talk about,

01:02:34
oh, I would be like this, I would do this, I would do this.

01:02:38
But we don't know until we are put into that situation.

01:02:44
And with three of us on this podcast, we will have three

01:02:46
different communities. And one of us, it's not going to

01:02:54
be so nice and we don't know which one that would be, All

01:02:58
right. Not right you don't, you don't

01:03:00
know because some could flip that that's flip the switch and

01:03:06
we are. We be sitting.

01:03:11
There, like, right, we're not going to be alphas.

01:03:14
Now I'll be alpha. I'm gonna tell you that right

01:03:18
now. But you never.

01:03:19
But you never know. What out of three of us we are

01:03:22
not putting on no skins and stuff like.

01:03:23
That no, no, no. And then we were not that quick

01:03:27
to begin with, because Alpha wasn't a great mother to begin

01:03:30
with. Yeah, she was, Yeah.

01:03:33
So we. Just know all the kids in my

01:03:36
community getting their asses were.

01:03:40
We'll have some rules. It's going.

01:03:42
To be belts lined up when they get out of line.

01:03:45
You know how they had the pipes. Some have belts on pipes like

01:03:47
get out of line. It might be some.

01:03:50
It might be some people who's like we we old school, we are

01:03:54
80s babies. We got spankings.

01:03:56
Hello, we got spankings. That made us figure out real

01:04:01
quick. Matter of fact, we want.

01:04:02
For the act like. Open that tree and get your

01:04:04
switch. Don't get don't get the switch.

01:04:10
Pick out your web. Choose your weapon because.

01:04:14
Right. OK, so the only thing, the only

01:04:17
other thing we really have to talk about in this episode is

01:04:20
Pearly Armstrong. How?

01:04:24
He ain't see the squirrel sign? I see.

01:04:28
What kind of police detective are you and?

01:04:32
We didn't even need him. We didn't even need him this

01:04:35
episode. We didn't.

01:04:37
I mean, his whole scenes are just giving us a little back

01:04:40
story on him, which, OK, here's a couple of other things that I

01:04:44
have issues with as far as things that happen.

01:04:46
So he has this envelope that belongs to his brother.

01:04:53
That he has been looking at since the last episode.

01:04:55
So he finally decides to try to go there because of course he

01:04:59
got knocked out with during his confrontation with Maggie and

01:05:03
Negan. He's in the dry cleaner place.

01:05:06
He can't get to his gun because walkers are walking past.

01:05:09
And first of all, who's the first Walker?

01:05:11
It's it's your boy, Grits. Like the person that you brought

01:05:15
in who wasn't paying attention to the front door and got ran,

01:05:20
you know, got. Stampeded and eaten by walkers.

01:05:24
But anyway, yeah, that. Anyway, so pearly goes to the

01:05:35
apartment complex or the apartment building where his

01:05:38
brother lives. He tries to get him the door.

01:05:41
Now, instead of just trying to kick the door open with one good

01:05:44
kick, he kicks through the door and makes so much fucking noise.

01:05:52
And I don't just. I don't know how he got that

01:05:55
job. Someone didn't come to work.

01:05:58
He's the worst. Yes he is.

01:06:01
He still do the. Shit.

01:06:05
Not shooting. Even if your brother was in

01:06:08
there, he just shot your ass. You bit Bamming and beating on

01:06:14
my door like this. Right, right.

01:06:17
So he goes in the apartment, he puts a dress in front of the

01:06:20
door, because of course the door is all broken up now.

01:06:24
And you know, he kind of goes through the apartment and see.

01:06:26
And obviously his brother, his brother stayed alive for quite a

01:06:29
while because you see all these empty cans where the brother had

01:06:33
eaten all through this stuff. But then you also find drug

01:06:36
paraphernalia on the stove. So obviously either his brother

01:06:41
was a junkie, yes. It was, it was like, it was like

01:06:50
one of those. So I I've never done drugs.

01:06:53
I've never seen them up close. But if you look at different TV

01:06:59
shows, you see how they have the like they'll they'll put, you

01:07:02
know the little drugs in the spoon and then they have the

01:07:05
little glass thing where where they they smoke it, they smoke

01:07:09
the, the the vapors from whatever it is that they're

01:07:12
burning. That's what was on the stove.

01:07:15
So he had the spoon for the crack.

01:07:18
You saying cuz yeah or heroin? Cuz you know you're not saying I

01:07:24
have OK making this clear. I have not either since we know

01:07:28
what job I do. I'm just saying that I am aware

01:07:31
that with the spoon normally we will put crack in it and burn it

01:07:34
or heroin and burn and then get the needles.

01:07:37
Was there needles? I didn't think I saw the needle,

01:07:40
I think. That's why I'm rewinding too

01:07:42
like. I think I just saw the little

01:07:44
like bomb type thing, but and either way it goes, his his

01:07:50
brother was obviously a junkie. Now whether he was a junkie when

01:07:53
all this stuff went down or whether this was something that

01:07:55
he did afterwards, I mean I don't really know where you

01:07:58
would go to find drugs during a zombie apocalypse at this point

01:08:03
unless. You already knew.

01:08:04
Yeah, unless you already knew where to go.

01:08:07
So he goes through the apartment.

01:08:11
He's trying to look for something and obviously what we

01:08:15
found out, he's looking for a gun case.

01:08:17
I guess he knew his brother had it, but when he opens it up, the

01:08:22
gun is gone. There are no bullets in the box,

01:08:25
so he happens to be looking at a photo that was on the the the

01:08:32
Bureau wall or door rather. And it's a photo of him and his

01:08:37
brother and I guess that their parents when they were younger,

01:08:40
and there's a mirror on the door.

01:08:42
And in the reflection of the mirror he sees the body slumped

01:08:45
in a chair. So obviously this is his

01:08:47
brother. So he goes into the room and he

01:08:50
sees that his brother committed suicide.

01:08:53
So I guess he was like, okay, I'm out of food.

01:08:56
There may have been walkers all through the building.

01:08:58
He was like, look, I'm not going to do this.

01:09:00
I I'm, I'm just going to go ahead and end my life.

01:09:05
So after he covers his brother's body up and he gets the gun, you

01:09:09
hear like walkers when he walks out the door.

01:09:13
Walkers are trying to get in through the door.

01:09:16
Now my question is, usually walkers, Granted they probably

01:09:23
heard the noise from when he was trying to break down the door,

01:09:27
but it's not like the walkers are going to go past the door

01:09:30
and say, oh, this door has a hole in it, let us try to go in

01:09:33
and. So that again was a little

01:09:37
confusing. Remember there were variance.

01:09:41
Those weren't no variance, and the variance only existed in the

01:09:45
main show and we see. Well, it's a continuation.

01:09:51
So with Negan and Maggie and and Negan seeing variance.

01:09:56
So we need to have variance. I'm waiting for something to

01:09:58
streamline across the rope too, we have to be.

01:10:02
They gave us a variance in a show that ended without telling

01:10:06
us anymore about these variants. Like, no, these aren't variants

01:10:11
in in New York City. No, they're not.

01:10:15
That's just sloppy writing. That's just sloppy writing.

01:10:20
But anyway, so he, he he gets out of a window, he goes down,

01:10:25
fire escape. He goes into an alley and like

01:10:27
you said, he's looking there. There's a symbol on the wall

01:10:30
which I didn't even realize what that symbol was.

01:10:33
Is it a squirrel? A flying squirt.

01:10:36
Oh, OK. So he sees the symbol on the

01:10:39
wall and he keeps walking, and he walks right into a trap.

01:10:45
OK, So come nightfall, you have walkers who have surrounded him

01:10:51
in this trap, and it's one of those net traps.

01:10:53
So he's basically dangling in the alley.

01:10:56
And the walkers are trying to get to him.

01:10:59
Then you see three people pull up that are obviously part of

01:11:02
the Baroczy, which is what the Croats people are called.

01:11:06
And they have on these helmets that have like different spikes

01:11:11
and different little things attached to them and that they

01:11:14
basically hit but the walkers and kill them.

01:11:17
I was like, what anybody else ever think of that like?

01:11:23
You need one of those helmets if ever a zombie apocalypse should

01:11:26
should appear. But it's the it's the crow at

01:11:31
and he's got two of his people. They let Curly down and he's

01:11:34
like, oh, you're safe now. And then they take him.

01:11:39
So I'm like, what this? I don't know if he's one of

01:11:43
those people that that gathers people and then gives them a

01:11:47
choice. Oh okay, you're going to join us

01:11:48
or you're going to leave, but. I I guess I feel like that dude

01:11:54
obviously was not coming for you.

01:11:56
But then again, he doesn't know. He doesn't know because his

01:12:00
people who were able to go back and tell him, hey, we tried to

01:12:04
raid this safe house and this guy cut up one of our people and

01:12:08
threw him over the balcony. They probably didn't really

01:12:11
describe him or they just said it was a man.

01:12:14
So at this point the crow had may not know who Pearly is.

01:12:17
He may think that it was the same person.

01:12:22
So I don't know, but again, not a fan of Pearly Armstrong.

01:12:28
This particular scene I was like, okay, I guess y'all are

01:12:31
giving us some background. All but all y'all are telling us

01:12:33
is that his brother's A junkie and he had a gun.

01:12:37
So I just, I don't know. I just don't like the character

01:12:42
so far. He does nothing for me and I'm

01:12:45
just like, okay. I really, I really don't need to

01:12:47
see him. Show me the and the Maggie

01:12:50
stuff. Show me how we're moving.

01:12:52
Forward. So.

01:12:55
You know they got to give you filler.

01:12:58
Y'all can give me filler by telling me more about Hilltop

01:13:02
and there's their practices for protecting the community and how

01:13:06
the hill they got raided. Because again, like I said, you

01:13:09
only got one guard. Yeah, how clearly are doing

01:13:12
something right. Well, you saw how they got

01:13:14
raided. They had one guard.

01:13:16
It's probably was 4 guards before.

01:13:17
So it still wasn't enough. They're hiring.

01:13:25
Yeah, What? What?

01:13:27
Look, what are the job qualifications?

01:13:30
Apparently not. Shit.

01:13:35
Maybe not. It can't.

01:13:37
It can't be hire criteria. Right.

01:13:40
Right. But I find it interesting that

01:13:43
the Croat who supposedly is this, this new menacing person,

01:13:50
you know, antagonist, we've only seen them twice so far.

01:13:54
You know, we catch them at the very end of the episodes and

01:13:57
it's just enough for us to look at, be like okay, they do that

01:14:00
rap too tight, but. Then my question is, how far is

01:14:05
fucking Hilltop from Manhattan, right?

01:14:09
That's my question. That her son and took him all

01:14:13
the way fucking back. Or even supplies, because even

01:14:16
the other group was growing shit in the building.

01:14:19
I'm confused, right? Well, you know what she she did

01:14:23
tell Megan when she followed them.

01:14:26
She did say I followed them up the Hudson.

01:14:29
So maybe they are also using boats, So maybe she is near.

01:14:34
The water. But again, still it's kind of

01:14:36
like, I don't know, because looking, thinking about it on

01:14:40
the map, you've got Alexandria and Virginia.

01:14:43
You've got the Commonwealth in Ohio.

01:14:46
She's right now in Manhattan. So it's got to be somewhere in

01:14:50
that. And then don't even my Oceanside

01:14:53
was by the water. Because remember the Oceanside

01:14:58
hilltop? It was Oceanside, Hilltop, The

01:15:00
Kingdom, and Alexandria. And they were, that was.

01:15:04
Their network and with Oceanside being on the water and we know

01:15:09
Alexandria's in Virginia. Where's the Hilltop and the

01:15:12
Kingdom And for him to bypass all of those because now

01:15:18
everybody's. Where's the Commonwealth Ohio.

01:15:20
You said so. But there were still people in

01:15:24
Alexandria. Remember it was our outpost, so

01:15:26
that that space is still there. You you didn't by chance run

01:15:32
across. Alexandria is probably further

01:15:34
South than wherever the Hilltop is, and he probably didn't make

01:15:39
it that far down at Alexandria. But again, Alexandria, you know,

01:15:44
are people going to have 10 people on the gates, especially

01:15:48
after what they just went to the Commonwealth.

01:15:51
And the fact that Ezekiel and Mercer are now, you know, over

01:15:55
the Commonwealth, you can't tell me they don't have soldiers

01:15:58
outside of Alexandria. Now they do.

01:16:02
They probably have soldiers outside of all of our places.

01:16:06
Again, this begs to question, with Maggie and Hilltop one,

01:16:11
where does she move Hilltop to one?

01:16:14
Why does she move it so far away from her family, her people?

01:16:21
And then three, especially because Ezekiel would definitely

01:16:25
have been like, oh, we'll send y'all some soldiers.

01:16:27
So what happened? Did you did she distance herself

01:16:30
from them again? Could that be the reason why

01:16:33
Herschel is pissed? Like, what was the deal?

01:16:37
Yeah, Maggie got a whole lot of explaining to do.

01:16:40
Yeah, yeah. But did we?

01:16:46
I think we got everything. Did I miss it?

01:16:50
No, that's it. That's everything.

01:16:52
Yeah, because it was mostly the Negan and Maggie stuff and then

01:17:00
early and then the Hilltop stuff.

01:17:02
And the Hilltop stuff would really wasn't that much.

01:17:05
It just it gave us more questions than answers,

01:17:08
especially because of the flashback with with Herschel,

01:17:12
you know, but. Hopefully, now that they've

01:17:15
given us some story, they'll use these next few episodes to start

01:17:20
explaining some of this shit. Right, because we only have four

01:17:23
episodes left in this show. Because you can't just

01:17:28
information information information information

01:17:30
information and not explain the information that I'm getting.

01:17:34
Confusing me, right? Right.

01:17:37
But the only thing I do hope get resolved by the end of this is

01:17:40
that fucking chip is gone because it's getting my fucking

01:17:42
hair. Yeah, yeah.

01:17:44
But also, I feel like if you're just giving information,

01:17:48
information, information, information with a whole new

01:17:51
show, like you have to show me what the purpose was of this

01:17:55
show because Maggie and me and stuff, we kind of got that in an

01:18:00
in an additional season of The Walking Dead, Y'all could have

01:18:03
given us another season and we could have explored that, you

01:18:08
know, so. Again, it's going to go back to

01:18:13
what what I've said about some other shows and you know, what

01:18:16
we've said about Fear The Walking Dead just make it make

01:18:19
sense. I'm not complaining about the

01:18:20
fact that we have a Maggie Negan show because I love those two

01:18:23
characters and I actually do love the dynamic.

01:18:26
I love seeing how this, this relationship is progressing or,

01:18:34
you know, how it's moving forward because it started.

01:18:38
So violently and so horribly. Like how do you take these two

01:18:42
characters and you evolve them over a 1015 year span?

01:18:48
That's what I want to get out of the show and you kind of do see

01:18:51
that. But again, like like like we

01:18:53
said with Maggie, she needs to to let go and maybe this show is

01:19:00
going to show us that finally happening for her because I I

01:19:05
can say that. After the conversation she had

01:19:08
with Megan in the Commonwealth, after everything happened where

01:19:13
we see she doesn't forgive him, but there is kind of sort of a

01:19:17
truce there, you know, like she said, she accepted the fact that

01:19:21
he was a change person or that he was trying to change.

01:19:25
Now if you go from that to never seeing him again, I can kind of

01:19:30
see how her feelings will regret because you're not having to

01:19:33
confront this issue. It's outside out of mind.

01:19:38
But now that you need him again you are you are pulling up all

01:19:41
of these feelings that you never resolved.

01:19:44
So I can kind of see why that why that has happened.

01:19:47
But again at this point you need to go ahead and resolve this

01:19:50
because. Who in that kind of gates, I'm

01:19:54
not giving her that. I'm I'm I'm not giving her that

01:19:57
because. Like she said before, it doesn't

01:19:59
never go away. Like she has to face it every

01:20:02
day. So she was still facing when he

01:20:03
wasn't around, right? And that's what she said.

01:20:06
I get that. I'm just trying to rationalize

01:20:08
what could be happening with her.

01:20:10
But even with that last conversation with Megan, she did

01:20:13
say to him that she was going to try to forgive him.

01:20:18
Because I don't want my son to see that another person has this

01:20:22
kind of hold over me. And he still does, yeah.

01:20:27
Yeah, but I mean, like I said, I I have never been in a situation

01:20:32
like that where I hated someone that much.

01:20:36
You know, I've had people do things wrong to me and this,

01:20:39
that and the other, but I've never gotten to the point where

01:20:41
it was somebody that I was like, oh, if I had a chance, I would

01:20:44
kill you. So I don't know what that type

01:20:48
of healing is. Like, I don't know what is

01:20:53
required of me. To release that kind of hurt and

01:20:57
hate and anger. So I can only speculate, but

01:21:01
yeah, at this point. Again, it's a lot of, it's a

01:21:04
lot. I mean, I don't either, but just

01:21:06
working with other people, it's it's a lot of, it's a lot of

01:21:09
work and it's kind of hard because it's something where

01:21:14
sorry, therapy will help and that's not a case in this

01:21:17
situation. So it's it's work and it's time

01:21:21
and it's work and it's time and. I forgot that part where she

01:21:25
said she was going to work on it.

01:21:27
But if if nothing is like making her work on it, yeah, yeah, I

01:21:36
like that, right? And I like going back to

01:21:39
something you said. I like that we have the dead

01:21:42
city. It could have just been The

01:21:44
Walking Dead. I do feel like it's.

01:21:47
Forced. Some So that's just my opinion.

01:21:51
I kind of feel like I love the two characters together and

01:21:54
where this will go. But like everything else seems a

01:21:57
little forced and it would feel a little bit more natural if we

01:22:01
were just continuing on something else from Walking

01:22:05
Dead. That's just me.

01:22:07
Yeah, because again, you know, like I said, the the character

01:22:11
Pearl Armstrong. Like, I really don't see the

01:22:14
purpose of having him. Except for the fact that he's a

01:22:17
Marshall that's looking for Megan.

01:22:20
But you know, again, we're only two episodes and we still have 4

01:22:24
episodes. Like Casey said, I'm hoping

01:22:26
we'll get more information as far as like what the situation

01:22:30
was, because Megan has already told Maggie what they said I

01:22:34
did. It didn't happen that way.

01:22:36
So it's kind of like, So what did happen?

01:22:39
What's the back? What's the back story?

01:22:41
Why are they looking for you, Megan?

01:22:43
You know, and then for them to know enough about Negan to be

01:22:46
like, yeah, this man has been, he's been strong arming his way,

01:22:51
you know, being greedy, gathering things or what was

01:22:55
that? They said no, he said that in

01:23:00
the. He said that in the first

01:23:01
episode when he was in the bar, he was talking about Negan and

01:23:05
he was like. He's built up an empire like a

01:23:09
greedy king. And then he goes into, the story

01:23:12
goes he once lined up a group of people and bashed the man's head

01:23:16
in in front of his pregnant wife.

01:23:18
So yeah, he mentions. That OK, I do remember that.

01:23:20
Now when you say it that way, I'm like, OK, I do remember.

01:23:23
So it's like OK you. Do remember that.

01:23:25
Built up an empire like a greedy king, so I was like, OK at some

01:23:29
point. Negan must have made a name for

01:23:32
herself doing the same. I I don't know.

01:23:35
But it's kind of like I want that back story.

01:23:37
Like did Negan go back into savior mode or did he just kind

01:23:41
of go back into the okay? Well, I'm going to get these

01:23:44
people up under me and have all of these people around for me,

01:23:48
but like, I I just want to know what what the difference is.

01:23:51
Like, what's the whole back story?

01:23:53
What has Negan been doing these last however many years?

01:23:58
For him to be on Marshall's radars and stuff like that.

01:24:00
So yeah, we got four more episodes to explore it though.

01:24:04
So I hope, I hope that they give us the information that we need

01:24:08
and they're not. Yeah, But y'all.

01:24:14
Have any final thoughts on the second episode?

01:24:18
I will say I liked how in the beginning, in the very beginning

01:24:21
of the episode, they had the double doors with the hands

01:24:24
coming through. Oh yeah, I like that.

01:24:28
Very reminiscent of the Don't Dead Open Inside I.

01:24:32
Said. Oh, I see what you did there.

01:24:39
But even with that, I was like, so y'all just standing there

01:24:42
looking at the door. Why?

01:24:43
Why these things trying to come in?

01:24:45
Oh girl was already halfway up the ladder, but yeah.

01:24:51
They don't get it together hopefully.

01:24:53
I hope so. I hope so.

01:24:56
And maybe then after they get it together they need to go back to

01:24:59
the hilltop and let them get it together because what they doing

01:25:02
is not working anyway. Ask for.

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